January 2011
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yesterday was once today, and that today is over because its tomorrow is now today, so yesterday is in my past and i gotta leave it there.
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i’ve seen so many people walk away, but not once was i ready to let go. but with this, i’ll be the first to say bye. i hope you have a good life, hope things fall into place for you. cause as far as i’m concerned, the friendship’s over, done, finished. you don’t get any more excuses. you’re not the same person i met a year and a half ago, not the same person i...
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“my mind forgets to remind me you’re a bad idea”
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“If someone betrays you once, it’s their fault; if they betray you twice, it’s...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via kari-shma)
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i will always be happy when good things happen. i will always be here when bad things happen. but i can’t keep being there if no one’s gonna catch me when i’m falling down. thank god for the people who keep me sane. who will just sit in silence with me, not pestering me to talk.. but by just keeping me company.
i am that person who will put others before myself. but once in a...
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fade into the background
days keep going by and your no where to be seen. which is good, well.. it should be good at least. it should be making it easier to forget, but it’s not. that whole “out of sight, out of mind” applies on occasion, which definitely isn’t enough.
what to do, what to do.
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“…with all the unpredicted chaos around us there are certain universal...”
– Lux
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its just one of those days when i wanna be all...
today i woke up, feeling heavy hearted. so instead of dragging my ass out of bed early in the morning like every other day, i said “mom, i’m not going to school today.” and got comfy in my bed again.
it was legit one of those days.
and when i’m in this mood, i typically wanna be left alone. i need my me time. and that’s where i’m different. i’ve always...
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Done! RT @Treynic: @therealezap leeeeets get him! Haha RT @smil3kz: some guy just walked by and said I had cute dimples. thank you kind sir
19, and still the baby. hahaha, love my fam.
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“i’m ready to bet it all unless you don’t care at all. but you know i...”
– Jamie Cullum
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today has been a semi-decent day. aside from it being one of those days where im just being overly irritated by the things around me.. and working in the middle of the mall isn’t really helping that much. i’ll be at work for another 4 hours and 15 minutes, then home to my bed.
nothing but long days are in line for me for the next couple weeks. good? bad? all i can say is im on the...
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“too bad i had to learn a lesson. they were against me, you were with me but...”
– Usher
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“you don’t do it for the man, men never notice. you just do it for yourself...”
– (via everybodynoseak)
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rise & shineee children
week 2 has officially started.. bfin has officially became interesting to me, even though i’ve learned all this stuff already and it’s my second time going through it. definitely feeling more confident about it & intermediate accounting.
week 1 was exceeellennt.. this semester is already off to a better start than semester 3. i’ve got people i know in most of my classes,...
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“I’m saying I want to keep caring about you as much as I care about you...”
– Topanga
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danielle-marie:
definitely need to stop feeling bad for leaving people behind. if you’ve got your feelings hurt then do something about it. don’t wait around.
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“The true test of a calm & loving mind is not how peaceful it is in...”
– The Daily Love
mamatheresaaa:
When I say I don’t care I really don’t mean it, I just say it to see if you would actually stop doing the things that bother me to have me care “again”.
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there's a pain in my heart & i can't stop it
just gotta let it be, feel what i gotta feel, and once its over - its over.
“seven days without love makes one weak”
– Drake
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cause your bittersweet, you've got me off my feet.
bitter. because of how quick things turned around. from good to bad in a matter of days. because your so quick to put things aside and act as if everythings okay. because my heart drops to my stomach when i see you. because you’re so hard to hate, to be upset with. because you’re so easy to miss. because i grew to love you as a friend, as a person.
sweet. because i still want...
“Letting go isn’t a one-time thing, it’s something you have to do everyday, over...”
– Dawson’s Creek (via everybodynoseak)
out of sight, out of mind
until you see them unexpectedly and your heart just drops to your stomach.
there’s gooootta be a better way to approach this.
"You don't realize how much you care about someone...
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say a little prayer for you.
today, i got on a train to go meet mylks & krista after school. happy to have finished the first day of school in a positive attitude, yet happy that the school day was over. sat down with my backpack beside me, holding 4 of my textbooks on my lap. when a homeless guy started a conversation with me, asking me what subjects the textbooks were for. when i replied “management and...
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2011: horoscope
It’s time to pursue your heart- even if it take syou in many directions at once. Make sure that you don’t take unnecessary risks. This may be an unusually fertile time for you,l but you may be so caught up in fantasy that you neglect to use of your imagination. Children, creativity and animals may be the main focus for you. Use your impulsive ways and creative taletnts to care for...
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“she aint gotta man, but she’s not alone. miss independent, she got her...”
im here, im ready, ive got this.
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“promise me you’ll give faith a fighting chance”
– I Hope You Dance
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“after all that we’ve been through, i know we’re cool.”
– Cool
mamatheresaaa:
I dislike it when you’ve liked someone, and you tried your best to do everything you can to even win their heart, but then there was a point where you just gave up because there was really no point of trying anymore. Then a couple years pass by, now that person is trying to apologize, try to kiss ass to try & get me to like them? Uh no, you should of talked to me while you had...
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“To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.” When...”
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“maybe it’s just me who i’m deceiving”
– Melissa Polinar
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love love love the original to this song, Alicia...
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3 more days.
the thought of going back to school makes me nauseous, i am not ready to go back at all. i’d normally be so excited to go back, but this time.. absolutely terrified. which is funny, cause you’d think after the three semesters i’d only be happy to being that much closer to being done. but i’m not. i do wish to finish school, i do enjoy the program i’m in, but if i had...
“Later that day I got to thinking about relationships. There are those that open...”
– Carrie, Sex and the City (via danielle-marie)
i feel like this year is going to be a good year, i’ve said it before.. and i’ll continue to say it, and i’ll keep reminding myself this when the ups transition to the downs.
this year, i’m going to
do things different
stay positive
become (more) optimistic
okay? this year will be a good year, i can feel it.
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Please be aware that since February 28, 1990, Carlabelle Ramos has been the most AWESOME COUSIN EVERRR!!! She’s been the most awesome cousin since BEFORE I WAS EVEN BORN!!! She is just so cool, and so amazing, and she SMELLS AWESOME, TOO!!!
That is all.
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“there’s nothing less than special when it comes to you. see what we have is...”
– Forthenight
going through my old posts is nothing but bad news, but once i start i can never stop.
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“You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that...”
– Grey’s Anatomy