July 2010
35 posts
ListenJohn Mayer’s voice is so soothing.
Jul 31st
Jul 31st
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heart-drop-to-my-stomach-pretty
photo credentials: me? ak? a.piggie? dennis? whoever took it, beeeeautiful. i’m waiting for that knock-the-wind-out-of-my-chest feeling again. that feeling of pure satisfaction just from the simplicity of seeing something so beautiful. the feeling of security and comfort. of knowing what you want. of not knowing what will happen next. of knowing where to go. that high feeling, nothing can...
Jul 30th
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i'm a work in progress.
i handed in my two weeks today. how’s that for some change? two and a half years later, i am 1 out of the 3 left from my batch of girls hired. as bad as working with a bunch of girls can be, i can say that i have met girls worth knowing.  bahaha, spent the night last night with some of the gangsturrs. first went to dindin with carlitz, then went and visited ate dani, karina, tyson &...
Jul 30th
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Jul 30th
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“Half of my heart’s got a grip on the situation; half of my heart takes time.”
– John Mayer (via quote-book)
Jul 28th
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always leaving you with a hug and a “it was nice seeing you again” miss you guys.
Jul 28th
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"miss you!"
miss u too. 
Jul 27th
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“It’s possible to go on, no matter how impossible it seems, and that in time, the...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John) (via quote-book)
Jul 26th
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bittersweet?
you know that feeling where your happy you know, but at the same time it just sucks that you do? what about that feeling you get when you see a picture - that feeling that’s almost like being surprised but yet you already knew. how about knowing that nothing is going to change that feeling inside, that sure, it will eventually fade.. but what about for the time being? i’m sure...
Jul 26th
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Jul 21st
come what may, come what will, come whatever - i’ll be right here still a real gentleman does not need nor does he feel the need to discuss how much he makes to “impress” the girl. well fine, maybe other girls. but not me. you constantly talking about money makes me want to keep steering clear from you. no means no. onto the next one. 3 months down, 1 more to go. kiiiiinda...
Jul 21st
bedtime?
my body is exhausted. my mind is tired. my eyes are closing. i’m just real, real tired.
Jul 21st
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lesson learned #1
taken in vancouver, all checked into our hotel, approx 9 am never ever ever ever go drinking the night you have to catch a flight the next morning, no matter how convinced you are that your going to be just fine. ahahhaha
Jul 20th
Jul 18th
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KIT
Jul 17th
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“stayed at home like a good girl do. but tonight baby you got me sad and blue.. i...”
– Rihanna
Jul 16th
“Ladies, you need to understand that as long as you got a vagina, you run the...”
– Katt Williams (via keshialee)
Jul 16th
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today,
at work, i tried to keep myself busy to avoid talking to pretty much everyone except for the stock girls.. cause they are at least legit. filled beauty & organized the drawers AND all the boooshit in the back. then i organized the bra drawers.. cause apparently, people don’t know how to put shit away properly. i mean, it’s not all that hard. it first of all in alphabetical order....
Jul 16th
Jul 15th
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there’s just something in my life that’s been feeling a little empty. maybe i should be like kristin, and up & leave to somewhere new.. maybe then i’ll realize what it is, who is there, and find me, what i want etc etc. i feel like i might be a little too young to really be thinking about this. helloooo, i’m just gonna be starting my 2nd year college in a couple...
Jul 14th
maybe you can live with that.. right away - no problem. but me, i gotta get used to it.
Jul 13th
2 tags
throwback
there’s something in being up in the early morning hours, feeling the way i did last night.. and knowing in a few hours i’d be sitting in a church that’s a few feet away from the high school i attended.. being so close to days that i just wanted to be over so quick. church has always been something i feel strongly about. don’t get me wrong, i don’t go every Sunday...
Jul 12th
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promise in the dark
sometimes what you feel, just isn’t enough. sometimes all the forces will be in your favor, but you’ll still lose. sometimes you’ll fall, to only hit rock bottom. sometimes you’ll win, but realize you’ve lost. sometimes the bluest of days, will be the greyest yet. sometimes all the hard work, doesn’t pay off. sometimes you’ll sit hurting, but you...
Jul 12th
“i can’t tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like”
– Eminem
Jul 12th
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Jul 11th
case closed.
Jul 11th
you & i will be a tough act to follow
no longer can i pretend that i’m okay. i’m not okay with the steady downfall. i’m not okay with pretending i don’t care. i’m not okay with not talking. and i’m not okay with it just being me, all the time. i wasn’t okay with other people being around, but then i learned. i’m just not okay with you being so distant in my life. but, i do know.. that...
Jul 10th
“there’s a pain in my heart and i can’t stop it.”
Jul 10th
Jul 8th
“this is exactly how it should feel when it’s meant to be.” time is...”
– Alicia Keys
Jul 7th
4 tags
take me to that great place with wonders and...
weell.. i’m back from my much needed getaway. needless to say, it was exactly what i needed. really just spent the days on the streets of downtown vancouver, or sitting on english bay, or our little balcony. really doing our own thing, for ourselves.  for the first time ever, i didn’t get home sick nor did i want to come home. the feeling of being there was just pure comfort. sure,...
Jul 7th
“What you put up with - you end up with”….You can ONLY Expect what...”
– Tyrease4Real via Twitter
Jul 6th
“i think i was put here to annoy the world”
– Eminem
Jul 3rd
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Jul 3rd