June 2010
60 posts
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Jun 30th
“im more than just an option.”
– Drake
Jun 30th
Jun 29th
happiness happens when our hearts combine**: Let... →
…tell you like it is. People, it doesn’t matter if they’re your bffs, family, or whatever claim you have to say that he/she is the MOST AWESOME and WONDERFUL person in the world — It’s great to have close relationships in your life and you & I are blessed to have ‘em. Be thankful as one should….
Jun 28th
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el eee tee tee eye en gee oh.
keshialee: “When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over”. 
Jun 28th
“it’s called the past cause i’m getting passed. and i ain’t...”
– Alicia Keys
Jun 27th
secret..
sometimes my heart aches for your company still.
Jun 27th
“it’s like moving mountains… but i keep climbing and hoping things...”
– Moving Mountains - Usher
Jun 25th
“1. Whoever comes are the right people. 2. Whatever happens is the only...”
– (via rreyes) (via cristinaquito) (via keshialee)
Jun 25th
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“Too often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can’t have. Desire...”
– Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy (Via evollove) (via quote-book)
Jun 25th
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its just one of those days
i finished reading dear john today. im just in my book-worm phase once again, and after finishing the book i decided id walk down to shoppers to pick up cds so i can save my pictures somewhere at least. me being me, and vancouver being so close i got to shoppers, stood looking at which to buy, and walked away empty handed cause i didn’t wanna spend any money. seems like God was having one...
Jun 24th
listen to the rhythm of the falling rain
as expected as something could be, doesn’t mean it makes it any easier to cope with, nor are you actually prepared for when it does actually happen. hoping for the best. i am two-thirds away from losing three years worth of pictures and videos. not to mention the report & powerpoint i need to submit in a few days. serious fml. gotta act quick. “head up, always”...
Jun 24th
Dear John, pg 107
I’ve been trying to read this book for months now and its not until the last couple of weeks that I’ve been really drawn to it. All in all, its a good book, I just haven’t been in the reading mood for a while. And now, I feel like I don’t wanna put the book down. Reading the last couple pages of chapter 8 have made my heart hurt a little, making me miss what could be...
Jun 23rd
ohh yaa, feels real good being left in the dark
it takes two to make things work. makes sense, does it not? what i don’t get is why the blame game is always played. stop, take some action. put some thought into whether it’s worth missing them that bad, or worth the hurting heart. in the end. it’s your decision. it’s who YOU decide to keep in or out of your life. if you wanted more time - ask for it. if you feel...
Jun 23rd
to yu
for a long time, i was patient with you. letting you go and do whatever despite how i felt. i mean i basically had to live by the lyrics, “i try to play cool actin like what you do don’t phase me…” and by doing that with yu.. i learned how to do that with many things. throughout all the bullshit, i learned a lot. so do i regret anything? do i regret all the time i spent...
Jun 21st
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a stranger
all our lives we’re told to never talk to strangers, but at one point or another.. every single person in your life now, was a stranger.  what’s really sad is when people you do know, become strangers. and to be quite honest.. seems to be a common thread in my life - how people always leave. i’m just hoping that everyone i’ve got now, don’t have any plans on leaving...
Jun 21st
“chance is like a picture, itd be nice if you just take it.”
Jun 21st
Word of a cort playah
danielle-marie: Just cause you made the right decision, doesnt mean you’re not allowed to feel sad, right?
Jun 20th
dislikes: coming home from my uncles to find a toy frog sitting on my bed. also dislikes: coming home from hanging out with friends to see a “welcome” little figurine with frogs chillen. likes: waking my mom up in the middle of the night just to remove the toy frog that’s sitting on my bed. fact: i am so ridiculously scared of frogs, for what reason? not really sure. why?...
Jun 20th
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where’d the consistency go?
Jun 18th
Jun 18th
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brotherbear
it’s funny cause there’s a lot of me, i see in you. like how short our fuses are when it comes to certain things. or how stupid we can be with each other. as any other sibling relationship there are days where we just can’t stand each other, and then there’s days where we get along so well it’s scary. but when it really comes down to it, i know that i can go to you...
Jun 18th
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“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you...”
– Dear John by Nicolas Sparks
Jun 18th
“you might be where he’s at, but im where he wansta be”
Jun 18th
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mama & papabear
my mamaaabear and poppaabearr. they all say i look more like my papa. i’d have to agree with them on that one. all my life i have been blessed to get mostly everything i want, whether it be material possessions, to the education that i have/am still getting. whether it be from you guys buying it for me, or from me working all the years i have been.. either way, what i get is from you...
Jun 17th
“accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don’t stay in...”
Jun 16th
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mec & cjs
my right hand girl: when it really comes down to it, i know we’re not going anywhere when it comes to each other. we’ve figured each other out to the point that when we hit a self-realization point, all we have to say to each other is “…yaah. i know, i told you that already” but i mean, that was bound too happen. YOU have never left my side no matter how stubborn,...
Jun 16th
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everybody has a story
Here I am feeling bitter about the games people play about whose life sucks more. Everyone goes through their OWN shit, its different for everyone. What doesn’t change, is the way they might feel. Everyone hurts. Everyone cries. Everyone has their own story. So next time you find yourself trying to engage in a conversation about whose life sucks more, stop yourself, stop the pity party your...
Jun 15th
“God, Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to...”
Jun 15th
“learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.”
Jun 15th
“People almost always revert back to what’s comfortable & forget why they...”
– yours truly (via mpolinar)
Jun 15th
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Jun 14th
i think i just had the first fulfilling weekend i’ve had in a very long time. all thanks to mr.sunshine.
Jun 14th
“maybe this road is taking me from where i was meant to be. standing beside you,...”
– Melissa Polinar - This Road
Jun 13th
Jun 13th
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i'll admit..
having you around makes things feel better, compared to when you aren’t. here’s to friends you’ll never forget.
Jun 12th
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it’s only only been day one of this whole disconnecting myself thing i have going on. so far, not a lot of people have been understanding it. nor am i really taken seriously about it. but it’s one of those things that might only make sense to me. understand, nothing major has happened to make me want or feel the need to do this. but right now, i think it’s for the best. i would...
Jun 11th
“Everybody look at you like you’ve done changed. As if I worked so fucking hard...”
– (via bravefaace)
Jun 11th
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memory lane pt II
today, i watched as little jrhigh kids got all excited about their completion of another chapter of their lives. i spent a couple of hours in an atmosphere that was filled with excitement and anticipation. saw the looks of unknowing in each of their faces, cause really none of them knew what to expect next. and for a couple of hours, i was there. i remembered what it was like to be in their shoes....
Jun 11th
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memory lane.
today, while sitting in church for my baby cousin’s grade 9 graduation, i was reminded of how quick time flies. i sat in the church pews with the constant feeling of wanting to cry, cause i remember when she was first born, i remember when she was a baby, when she first started walking, when she first started talking. i remember how she wanted to be 5 forever, and how i’d bribe her...
Jun 11th
Jun 11th
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“I never had a master plan„ one day I just got fed up & decided to do...”
– Trump via @RevRunWisdom
Jun 10th
The road to success is not straight. There is a...
365thoughts: — Philippians 4:13
Jun 10th
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hiatus
goodbye facebook, twitter, and possibly tumblr. i need a break from the world. if yaa need me, you have my number. if you don’t have my number.. well.. that sucks. see you soon, maybe.
Jun 10th
time & patience is essential
on repeat: indie arie- ready for love bonnie tyler- total eclipse of the heart neyo ft brandy- she’s right here styx- babe boyz II men- color of love.
Jun 9th
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Jun 8th
“a dream is something that fills up the emptiness inside. the one thing that you...”
– Glee, season 1 episode 19
Jun 8th
in my mind. in my heart. in my life. in my past. in my present. in my future.
Jun 7th
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today, was a good day.
there is nothing more that i’d enjoy than sitting in my bed, and sleeping in until noon. was looking forward to doing that today but unfortunately my dreams had other plans for me this morning. woke up way too early, only to lay in bed for a couple of hours. got a phone call, made plans for the night. got another phone call, made plans for the day. and i found myself in the shower and too...
Jun 7th
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Jun 7th