for being real real happy, and real content with...
crossiron, chinook, sunridge, crossiron. this is what my day consisted of today. i may as well live at a mall. hadn’t been at the mall with mommabear & poppabear in a whiiile, it was kinda nice strolling around with them at crossiron and chinook today. i reeeeaaally hope this plan works of getting out of calgary, i reeeally need it. looks like i’m not gonna be starting BCPT...
and all of a sudden the tears start falling and my heart starts feeling tight, all for the memories of the yesterdays gone by. for once, i’m not wanting to go back. i look back and feel that bittersweet feeling i feel, happy to have had those times, sad that they’ve gone by. i’m so content with how things are right now, i wouldn’t think of changing a thing. sure, there are...
two days, then its four days, then its no days …and the time keeps on going. SADFACE.
money on my mind.
so much for the weekend starting today, more work tomorrow.. 5 days of work in a row? cooool.. weekend come faster please.
my days have been slowly slurring together to the point that i don’t remember what i did last week. except for 3 of the 5 weekdays, i worked. probably went and saw the cousins at one point or another. sunday, went for lunch with momma & poppabear at olive garden. then it was basically time to get ready for jenna’s birthday dinner & whiskey for cosmic gate. which was a veeerrry...
My heart hurts..
By listening, its allowing you to keep thinking the wrong thing. Allows you to be completely irrational. By not listening, its disrespect. How is any of this fair?
it would be, it would be, could it be, could it be so simple. now it’s...
i am ready for love, would you please lend me your ear? i promise i won’t...
besides all that, good night! happy birthday to my babycousiinnn.
someone, comfort, memories.
Be wise enough not to be reckless, but brave enough to take risks– Postcard on postsecret.com
light to the dark, yuup i LOL'd
Bailey: wh-whaaat.. where's that water coming from?
Mary: Bailey.. you're crying.. those are tears...
To rise, let go of the weight of other ppls opinion. #TDL– via TheDailyLove (Twitter)
p.s. grey’s anatomy tonight? HOLY COW. most intense finale i’ve ever seen. love that show.
stop with your shitty attitude cause your putting a damper on the good moods that surround you. i’ve learned, a big part of what keeps you in misery, is yourself. you want better for yourself? start looking at the positive. no one puts or keeps thoughts in your head except for you. ironic, telling people they have to learn to stop caring. not entirely, but enough so that they don’t...
1. people complaining about something, and not taking any action to change it. don’t complain if all your going to do is sit there and watch the world pass you by.
i found out one of the girls i work with, whom i’m actually pretty close with.. is getting married in two months. definitely shows how observant i am. and makes me think, ..what do we talk about? ..why hasn’t she ever mentioned this to me. i mean, if i were her, that’s all i’d be able to talk about. jenna made her yummy pasta for the family (but mostly me hahahah)...
noooo drama, yaaaheear?
in current events, i was given the opportunity to face a bunch of bullshit that hit the fan a few months back. in all honesty, i woke up, and laughed. and as pissed off as i was, i’ve just chosen to forget. and it’s not that i forgot because i’m scared or anything stupid like that, instead i did because that kind of shit is simply unneeded. understand me when i say, i...
work hard, play harder.
friday: worked till 6, bubblemania w/ the cousins & significant others, ended the night with robin hood saturday: whiskey for best friend’s birthday. sunday: payed for the previous night. major fml.
72/4680 i haven’t been in the mood to blog lately. not because i haven’t had anything to say, just because i don’t know how to write it. i’m sick again, yuuup.. actually went a good month or so without being sick. and for me, that’s pretty good. i have such a weak immune system, but hopefully i’ll be back to good again soon. workworkwork.. pretty much how...
Our lives are difficult, and our loss - unbearable sometimes. So grieve,...– One Tree Hill season 7, episode 21
come what may, come what will come whatever, i’ll be right here still so when i get old, the world gets cold one thing i know.. i’m right here, i’m right here. no matter what the world decides to throw at me i’m right here. there’s only one thing i can guarantee i’m right here. who you can depend on and just where i’ll be i’m right here, i’m...
slowly beginning to feel a lot more like me..
Whatever tickles my fancy: the truth. i find in a lot of situations, all people are capable of doing is tiptoeing around the truth. and when your the person who the truth is being kept from.. well it’s irritating. yayaya i get the whole, sometimes we lie because the truth hurts too much. but wouldn’t it be better to be upset about the truth, getting over the truth, and moving forward...
on this road, seems like it will never end. so i stray and i wonder, i don’t...– U Center Me - Robin Thicke
n-gga stuck on stupid i gotta keep it moving– onto the next one - jay z
i'm gonna find a way to make it without you
i’m gonna hold on to the times that we had tonight as much as i’d want to hold on, i’m not going too.. for my own sake. so many people always surrounding you, it’s already evident that your good. so no more sitting here, wishing that i was talking to you all day like before.. cause times change. anybody could have told you right from the start it’s about to...
fact: ever since we’ve talked about everything.. we have not talked at all. yes, it is bugging me. fact: i am way too stubborn to be the one to talk to you first. but that’s okay.. your only leaving in 2 days for 4 months. that’s fine… fact: i hardly ever put myself out there. and when i do, i often feel like an idiot. sooo.. yeeeeeah.. life life life. fact: i’m still...
taken from brotherbear's blog.
Truth “Focus on you. Make your shit happen instead of watching them get theirs. What does it matter what they’re doing? Does knowing what they do really help your cause? No, it doesnt. In fact, its a lost cause. Its a waste of energy and effort. What they do shouldn’t hold any relevance to what you do. Stay focused on you and don’t worry about them. They ain’t worried about what you’re...
being able to talk to you despite all the bullshit. kinda gives me hope in present situations, i mean.. if we’re able to do it.. why wouldn’t it be possible for present day?
DISTANCE & TIME
distance: well, talk about bad timing on your part. but what can you do. like we said, maybe we’ll figure it out. maybe we can try. but if not, that’s okay too. we’ll find some clarity in this time. all it seems to have ever been is distance.. not physically, but virtually. and in the end, it’s ultimately led us to where we are now. so what will happen next? you’ll...
seems like it’s been a long time since i’ve actually blogged. posts lately have all been lyrics i love, or quotes i love. truth of the matter is nothing all that exciting has been going on. today, was the first day back at work in whaat.. 2 weeks? wasn’t toooo bad for a 5 hour shift. i don’t know why but i prefer working longer than 5 hours.. they seem to go by quicker....
knowing, but not being able to act on it. you suck.
…you are my anyway friend.” Now at the time, I didn’t know...– Private Practice
i can feel it in the summer breeze, tonight the world’s at ease.
the hard stuff, it always gets easier once you let it out– Private Practice