March 2010
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“Yes. Horrible things DO happen. Happiness in the face of all of that?...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
Mar 1st
February 2010
48 posts
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2006-2009
i sit here with so much of my past spread all around me, and i wonder.. how did things get so bad? ..but at the same time, how am i so lucky to be where i’m at right now. i can say that highschool wasn’t as great as everyone made it out to be. but at the same time, i think it was just grade twelve that killed it for me. i remember in grade 10, always hanging around in the caf with...
Feb 27th
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Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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seriously, looking back at my birthday slideshow, pictures, videos and everything.. makes me realize how blessed i am to have the people i do in my life. my cousins, that turned best friends. the best friends that turned sisters. so so so grateful for everything and everyone.
Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
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anybody who’s a somebody in my life have probably heard these words come out of my mouth, read them in messages when talking to me, whatever. words to live by my friends: shit happens, life goes on. live & learn, highs & lows, pick yourself up & continue on with life.
Feb 26th
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Feb 26th
“When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop...”
– Patrick Overton (via fuckyeahhappy)
Feb 25th
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“hand me the world on a silver platter and what good would it be with no one to...”
– If I Ain’t Got You - Alicia Keys
Feb 25th
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liiife lately?
wish i had something exciting to blog about but all i’ve been doing is listening to alicia keys, and watching grey’s anatomy. definitely addicted to that show. spending time with the family as per usual. annd, i wish i could say i was all caught up in homework and school, but definitely not quite. wrote first midterm, weeoooo. wasn’t too bad. i have a love/hate relationship with...
Feb 25th
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“i was wondering, maybe, could i make you my baby. if we do the unthinkable,...”
– Unthinkable - Alicia Keys
Feb 25th
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“wherever you go, go with all your heart”
Feb 24th
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life's like that.
i’ve been told i’m hard headed, been said to be too much too handle, that i was a tougher nut to crack. suuuure.. i’m not gonna say i’m not. always have & always will be. it’s whoever’s up to the challenge that have evidently stuck around. for that, i’m grateful. bear with me, i have a high guard up.
Feb 24th
I hate that time before you go to sleep at night...
(via 365thoughts)
Feb 24th
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here we go agaain..
reading week is now over, and to say the least, it was the very opposite of reading week. i think the most i did was catch up on two chapters. well, at least something was done. and noooow, i sit in accounting.. barely awake. because of this stupid sickness that has found it’s way back into my life. apparently it’s from “partying too much over reading week” ahahhaa,...
Feb 22nd
Losers are winners.
keshialee: you win some, you lose some. then you find something else that makes you just as happy, if not, happier. happiness will always find a way back into your life. you just have to let it back in without keeping your guard up.
Feb 22nd
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i forget where i heard this quote, but i loved it then, and i love it now. holds the truth to every relationship that is formed. no matter where we end up, remember where we started
Feb 19th
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i’m going to take a leap of faith, and say.. everything’s going to work out fine. because more than half the time, not everything works out the way we want it too. but instead how it’s meant to be. i don’t know where i intend to go, all i know is i’m on the search for something. feeling nothing, but everything all at the same time.
Feb 19th
You can't just wake up one morning and think...
(via 365thoughts)
Feb 19th
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Feb 16th
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i had a good day today. dear john is a sad movie. wasn’t all that great, but what i went through last year summer time, was pretty relative to what i watched today. i stuck around when things were SHIT, stuck around even when i knew you would be leaving. and all for what.. to end up like this. BUT.. i am really happy with how everything is playing right now. happy to have you there. happy...
Feb 15th
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today,
i’ve deleted 42 people out of my address book, and 8 people off of bbm. here’s to people changing after high school. to people you lose because you’re priorities are different then theirs. to people who say they’ll be there, but don’t prove it. and to the people who make that promise, and keep it. to the ones who you call you’re “true few” and...
Feb 14th
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“i look for cues and search for signs, anything that will make me feel more than...”
Feb 14th
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dear friend, you’re leaving, and i’m not prepared to say goodbye. so instead of doing it the big girl way, i’m going to do it here. because it’s the best i can do right now. we hit a really big rough patch, and i thought we, out of so many friendships we’ve seen come and go, coulda gotten through it and come out stronger. but that’s not always the case....
Feb 14th
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i love grey's anatomy
Alex: you didn't want me.
Izzie: yeah, but that didn't mean i want you to want anyone else.
Feb 13th
“I’ve been thinking a lot lately about taking chances, and how it’s really just...”
– - J.D., Scrubs Submitted by: eightyeight (via quote-book)
Feb 12th
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“I am strong because I am weak. I am beautiful because I know my flaws. I am a...”
– (via keshialee)
Feb 12th
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Feb 12th
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“where you are is where i wanna be.”
Feb 12th
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when your heart's down, so is mine.
i care. i always have, i always will. it’s just who i am. so when your heart’s down, so is mine. when your sad, i’ll feel a bit of your sadness. when your sad, that’s when i’ll wanna see your smile the most. so keep your head up, there’s always people who would kill to see you fall. ..i guess i got my sympathy/empathy back.
Feb 11th
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baby girl's a lover, not a fighter
i’m so glad you found somebodaaay. not so glad that you’re coming to me for advice, and telling me all about it. but i will sit here, and listen.. cause that’s what friends do.. right? even if it does bug me, and even if it kinda makes me sad inside. as a good friend, i will sit here and listen to how happy you are. and how amazing she is. 2 more days until reading week, and am...
Feb 11th
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“never doubt, here for you - here for me. worry not, i’ll be there....”
– Heroes - Neyo
Feb 11th
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my biggest flaw
you know how we all have them? some see their own, some don’t. mine? not being able to ask for help.
Feb 10th
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can't nobody do it like old school love songs # 2
mmm, love this song. especially when Piolo Pascual sings it. “babe, I’m leaving, I must be on my way the time is drawing near my train is going, I see it in your eyes The love, the need, your tears but I’ll be lonely without you and I’ll need your love to see me through please believe me, my heart is in your hands ‘cause I’ll be missing you ‘cause you...
Feb 9th
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can't nobody do it like old school love songs.
upon watching PBB (Pinoy Big Brother) & listening to Piolo Pascual’s Timeless C.D. (Can you tell I just got back from the Philippines?) I realized, how much I love this song.. why? I don’t really know. Guess I can’t wait to feel this for somebody and vice versa (valentine’s day is coming, I’m sad about it.. that’s wassuup) you’re just too good to be...
Feb 9th
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“for the way you’re something that i never choose but at the same time something...”
– Never Knew I Needed
Feb 9th
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Feb 7th
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cause sometimes, your heart just hurts and you...
“Letting go doesn’t mean your forgetting, it means your strong enough to let go.” The hardest things are often the best things you can do for yourself. Things aren’t going to start looking up, unless you’re looking up with it. I am blessed with the greatest ate’s, cousins, and sisters in the world.
Feb 6th
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What was it to YU?
To ME it was, caring about someone despite the many downfalls; sticking around because one day they’d need you; catching them off guard when you were STILL standing there – especially when they didn’t deserve it; understanding without words, when no one else understood; seeing past your past; having it all thrown to the floor, picking it up, and going on as if nothing happened; listening to song...
Feb 5th
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you been running thru my mind all day
here’s to another one of those nights where you just can’t sleep. laying in bed for an hour in the dark, but my thoughts seem to be overtaking the silence. it’s finally friday tomorrow/today. all i’m thinking is ‘i don’t wanna spend a day sober, i wanna feel numb all over’ ..well maybe not the whole not wanting to spend a day sober, cause im not an alcoholic...
Feb 5th
From a girl's perspective.
katbadar: When you come to me, come correct. Not this high-school-I’m-gonna-text-my-feelings-to-you bullshit. When you speak to me, speak like an intellectual. Don’t talk just to talk. Substance is essential. Otherwise you’re wasting your time and mine. Don’t run around actin’ like you ain’t trippin’ over the loss of our friendship when I know DAMN well when it comes down to it, I’m gonna be...
Feb 5th
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I...”
– Douglas Adams (via kari-shma)
Feb 3rd
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you know what i now know?
you just can’t live in this world alone. you gotta have someeebody. and no matter how much you fight that person off, they’re gonna be there. hate it or love it, you’re stuck for life. my best friend of 9 years is moving to vancouver for school in 4ish months. and so is my other best friend. why dont you TRY telling me something that’s sad. ‘of course, you’re...
Feb 3rd
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“when i was lost and so in need, YOU opened up your heart. when i needed you to...”
Feb 2nd
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..you know i love you right? to my g’s, as time does.. it brings people together, it brings people apart. but because we’re family, we’ll always be together. whether it be always talking, or just seeing each other once or twice as months pass by. i hope you know, i admire how you all persevere. the strength that’s within, the beauty that surrounds. i forgot the comfort...
Feb 2nd